“Patience is power.
Patience is not an absence of action;
rather it is "timing"
rather it is "timing"
it waits on the right time to act,
for the right principles
and in the right way.”
Patience has never been one of my virtues. I'm a very impatient person. I hate waiting..for ANYTHING. I guess I got it from my father. But this post isn't all about patience. It's about something more. Something deeper.
This post is mainly about someone. You see, I don't know who he (or she) is yet, that part's still a mystery. Or as I'd like to believe, that part of my life is still being written. People always say "It comes when you least expect it to." Or like "Things worth having are worth waiting for." There's also the "It's all about timing." And don't forget the "Good things come to those who wait." But sometimes I can't help but want and miss the feeling of having someone in my life. If I'm being totally honest, I miss all the mushy shit. I know all I can really do right now is wait. But that's the thing--I ABSOLUTELY DESPISE WAITING. So that leaves me with Plan B--believe. Believe that something grand is bound to happen. That someone awesome is about to come. Oh well.
Don't get me wrong, though. I am happy with how things are going in my life right now. I have really great people around me. I'm not alone, yes, but sometimes, I still feel lonely. I still long for that feeling that at least once in a while, someone is thinking of me.
I guess it's also fitting that I talk about being the one who loves more. I have always been that person. In every relationship that I have, this is always the case. It's quite sad, actually. But it's more tiring than sad. But maybe I do love less sometimes. I just don't realize it.
Well, that's all for now.
♥ Mikhaela.
